i haven' t written in a long while.
its a mix of not knowing what to say and processing that which i do want to say.
i apologize too because I feel its my own fault that others dont understand or know me better and that I do not know others better.
but most of all... one thing I am certain of, and that is, that no matter how much I experience here, the difficulties, the heartaches, the laughs, the beautiful moments, the blahs,
the shake um offs, the mundane.... there is:
JOY!
there is so much JOY in living this life.
this years theme for 2013 is "one thousand gifts of joy"!
I want to remember everyday all that we are given.
My goal is to look back at the end of this year and have well over
one thousand sheets of paper in my jar
filled with sweet reminders
of how I was "gifted graces" in life this year... how I found joy in daily life.
"He who is grateful for little is given much laughter... and its counting the ways of Love..
this is what multiplies joy."
Before Christmas we got to celebrate all that has been given since 3.11
My heart was full of so much JOY this day. It was a really nice time.
